4/20 spend recovering from 4/19

I cracked my head open in the middle of the night morning. I let the universe pour into it and I discovered that I no longer existed. I thought of all of the love that I have given away. It was the only thing that made me feel real again. Adventure Time played to my right. Everything became trivial as I repeated to myself, "This is life changing. I will not be the same tomorrow. This is life changing." My own mantra.

I think I may have seen God stretched across the light of forever.

'But it's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then'

-Lewis Carroll